Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Happy Adoption Day to Libby and me!

"An invisible red thread connects those destined to meet, regardless of time, place, or circumstance. The thread may stretch or tangle, but never break." - Chinese Proverb

Oh, I believe this, with all my heart. I know that Libby and I belong together, and every day I feel so thankful that we found each other. Thank God for that amazing red thread!

I was helping her study for a religion test last night, and we were talking about "faith". I was giving her my spiel on how it's a gift, and how lucky I am to have it. She asked me what it felt like, and I said "it's trusting that things will be all right." She said, "yeah, see, I don't trust anybody." "you don't trust ME???" I asked, incredulous. "Your own MOTHER????" (the nerve of the girl!)

She looked at me shrewdly. "A little," she said.

I wonder sometimes how much her early months imprinted on her temperment, and on the way she experiences life. I can understand why she might not be wholly trusting of the world. She lived in one home for 3 months, then in the SWI for seven months, and then this wacky lady came to bring her home. The facts of her life are simple, and at the same time, mind-boggling.

Sometimes when she is very, very happy, Libby says "I love you more than myself!" Me too, Libby, I love you more than myself! Happy, happy adoption day to us both.

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